Summer is almost gone

It's almost fall, and I have to say I'm completely ready for it. However, even though it's going to be my favorite season, it's also going to be spent alone. All those travels to the apple orchards, haunted houses, rolling in leaves, taking walks in the brisk air, bundling up in sweaters next to bonfires.... basically I will have to buck up and do everything alone while I get to watch all the other couples happily laugh and enjoy the perfect weather for being in love. I know I'm strong, but damn is it going to suck being 652 miles away from the one I love. Nevertheless, bring it on fall, I'm done with summer.

John Mayer always seem to cure the sleepless nights.

Battling through.

These sleepless nights with too much on my mind.

I guess I'm always in a constant war,

With myself.

It's so frustrating when your mind seems to running on a constant hamster wheel. I feel like it is never-ending; the problems, the scenarios, the craziness. Moving back to school in a month, the stress of homework that I have yet to start, waking up for a another dreaded day of work, not getting anything out of summer that I expected, family chaos, the fact I haven't put in any effort to exercise (which is catching up to me quite quickly), and realizing that I am not getting as much needed rest as I should be. Nevertheless, putting on the select playlist I made for just these special occasions always seems to do the trick (which just so pleasantly is named Mayer). Now all I have to do is stop typing, close my laptop, lay my head back, and let my mind wander in a care-free world.